Love love and other things, that’s what makes my heart beatTumblr (3.0; @psycadelicmesspsp)http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/<p>I hate how I bring myself down whenever I&#8217;m happy! Ugh!</p> <p>Sometimes I let people hurt me and say terrible things about me and not do anything about it because I feel like I deserve it. I just stand there feeling like shit and I don&#8217;t say a fucking thing!</p> <p>I never feel good enough for anything and I mean ANYTHING! I don&#8217;t feel good enough for love, happiness, friends, or life itself most of the time. And I have thought of killing myself many times before and I have come extremely close to pulling it off before.</p> <p>I wanna be perfect. I know that I will never be perfect, though. I&#8217;m not very pretty or attractive for that matter. I&#8217;m not very funny at all and I don&#8217;t have any particular talents or abilities. </p> <p>I&#8217;m just a short, chubby, ugly girl who no one takes seriously. I wish I was important. Or loved. Or just&#8230; Brave&#8230; Brave to be myself and not care. Brave to let go of the terrible things that have happened to me. Brave to venture on without stressing about the unknown. Brave to let people in. </p> <p>But I&#8217;m not&#8230;</p>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/51056054908http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/51056054908Wed, 22 May 2013 00:11:03 -0700bravelifecryingstressed outmyselfsuicideupsetdietalentlessI hate myselflate night confessionsperfectlovefriendshappinesschubbyshortuglynot attractive what so everlord give me the strength<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8lwmwmTJb1rptytmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Yes, let’s.</p>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886860259http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886860259Sun, 19 May 2013 22:08:25 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/823b5ba89aa77a8c8ac7cf86f6f2a892/tumblr_mmrhcm3jdZ1rebuego1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886828222http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886828222Sun, 19 May 2013 22:07:50 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0198e96b3cc1f61808537aee5f53b0c4/tumblr_mm126th9yZ1rj7c16o1_r1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://hughcowling.tumblr.com/post/49188751692/self-portrait">hughcowling</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Self Portrait</p> </blockquote>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886762061http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886762061Sun, 19 May 2013 22:06:39 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/aeb0566f8378d5eb0b55da46e6e9c9f5/tumblr_mmuuqsTUGL1rkbqbko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886706081http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886706081Sun, 19 May 2013 22:05:39 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/df1f2dd2acc383b5595685579c4d7067/tumblr_mn0ha92EDm1qkvbwso1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://didyouknowblog.com/post/50755156255/source">did-you-kno</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Typographical_error#Atomic_typos">Source</a></p> </blockquote>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886676247http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886676247Sun, 19 May 2013 22:05:07 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1b9a37e66d1d5daaa6f30b1c80e06a01/tumblr_mmxnmwsQUJ1ql2603o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886649239http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886649239Sun, 19 May 2013 22:04:37 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2d43b8728660a501ea622d5562173f98/tumblr_mn2o6ju7Gb1qer7rdo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://meehighmeelo.tumblr.com/post/50875967146/laughing">meehighmeelo</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Laughing</p> </blockquote>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886584201http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886584201Sun, 19 May 2013 22:03:27 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lru4q54wF81qesalro1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lru4q54wF81qesalro2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://coffeeandcheesecake.tumblr.com/post/35676593829/trying-to-ruin-marriage-again-are-we">coffeeandcheesecake</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>trying to ruin marriage again are we</p> </blockquote> <p>LMFAO I FUCKING DIED!!!!^^^</p>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886510852http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886510852Sun, 19 May 2013 22:02:00 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/51a2e8a9eb58d5e6aa41b7e030258898/tumblr_mn02x2KN301rhtqv6o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886470988http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886470988Sun, 19 May 2013 22:01:24 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/1ba4cfb4a08e750b1cfb72c898434601/tumblr_mlgyjgY0Ov1qbzk3io1_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/1506a87b315573468bfca3a77a38c345/tumblr_mlgyjgY0Ov1qbzk3io2_400.gif"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://allisonlovesit.tumblr.com/post/50843279522/jarpadsbooty-calamithyjane-omg-maybe-he-lied">allisonlovesit</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://jarpadsbooty.tumblr.com/post/50833748098/calamithyjane-omg-maybe-he-lied-to-protect-us">jarpadsbooty</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://calamithyjane.tumblr.com/post/48366680930/omg-maybe-he-lied-to-protect-us-from-asylum">calamithyjane</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>omg maybe he lied to protect us from asylum?</p> </blockquote> <p>i think he meant 14 hours</p> </blockquote> <p>HA more like 14 days</p> </blockquote> <p>JAHAHAHA!!!!!</p>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886450456http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886450456Sun, 19 May 2013 22:01:03 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/5ba9eed10abe1bfe0f096bacab058152/tumblr_mmys5hz1EE1qele20o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886408889http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886408889Sun, 19 May 2013 22:00:23 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/edb7bdae0f30d8740c5b38da22f34412/tumblr_mn11aay2Ut1rr3l61o1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://so-relatable.tumblr.com/post/50845135438/submit-your-own-so-relatable-moments-here">so-relatable</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Submit your own so relatable moments <a href="http://so-relatable.tumblr.com/ask">here </a>:)</p> </blockquote> <p>Haha it is always worse when you come out of the shower without a towel at 5am while the windows are down in the middle of december, woo crazy cold xD</p>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886396060http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886396060Sun, 19 May 2013 22:00:09 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/564ef67e72b1fbff03aac7940646085b/tumblr_mn2xsqg8W11qk9tjro1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://justmap.tumblr.com/post/50884488160/http-whrt-it-15yqb1b">justmap</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Goodreads</p> </blockquote> <p>lol i remember hearing this in middle school and thinking this was the hottest shit I have ever heard xD</p>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886297717http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886297717Sun, 19 May 2013 21:58:24 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4ca4c27990e580ebb617acd38e49fc14/tumblr_mlzd5de2oY1qdjeu0o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://robscorner.tumblr.com/post/49115290862/the-last-harley-for-the-weekend-arkham-asylum">robscorner</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>The last Harley for the weekend! Arkham Asylum ver.</p> </blockquote>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886196252http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50886196252Sun, 19 May 2013 21:56:44 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7c9a885e3b8adbb96803201c60bc880a/tumblr_mht182V6Hs1r724jbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I love holding hands x3</p>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50885430970http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50885430970Sun, 19 May 2013 21:43:53 -0700<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://hiddlestalker.tumblr.com/post/49633066712/when-guys-wear-that-one-cologne-where-all-you-want">hiddlestalker</a>:</p> <blockquote> <blockquote> <p>when guys wear that one cologne where all you want to do is bury your face in their chest and sniff because they smell that damn good </p> </blockquote> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/4e400d7d05f6debd76181766b3edaf87/tumblr_inline_mmasa2uOMC1qz4rgp.gif"/></p> </blockquote>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50763937168http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50763937168Sat, 18 May 2013 15:38:51 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mamps5SzOy1rok2i0o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50671236071http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50671236071Fri, 17 May 2013 13:07:16 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8b70118790f0f27b3db37a740540d3e6/tumblr_mhdzi7fFbZ1qh7zxeo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://meehighmeelo.tumblr.com/post/50265919368/this-applies-to-my-dog-3">meehighmeelo</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>This applies to my dog :3</p> </blockquote>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50671204548http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50671204548Fri, 17 May 2013 13:06:47 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/3c38e274994b0e7540fb7593506bd71f/tumblr_mm9mqjBafd1qg4f82o1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://jesscats.info/post/49579780504">pizza</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>a beautiful love story</p> </blockquote> <p>Love at first lick x3</p>http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50671099689http://psycadelicmesspsp.tumblr.com/post/50671099689Fri, 17 May 2013 13:05:14 -0700